Rise 20

by Meg Kelly

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released April 27, 2017

All Music Written And Performed By Meg Kelly

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Chaz Morse

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Meg Kelly Boston, Massachusetts

Meghan Kelly is a solo acoustic artist hailing from Lowell, Massachusetts. She recently released her first solo EP entitled Rise 20! She is currently attending Umass Lowell as a music business major. Meg is also the lead singer and guitarist of the pop-fusion band Auxi On The Upswing. Acoustic music is how she got into music and will forever be an important part of her musical life. ... more

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Track Name: Perhaps
Hey this feeling might be raw
and perhaps love is weak
but hey that how long I’ve know you for any way
so i really wanna stay in this little bubble that we created
for ourselves no please don’t make me have to say what we both no oh what we both know
This is becoming more than just fun
but i have been on the run I’m still on run and I don’t know where this can go from here cause

oh my body is saying yes
my mind is saying
oh no oh no not again
oh no oh not again

oh my body is saying hell yes
my mind is saying
ok ok maybe again
ok ok maybe this time we will get a better end

And could see it in his eyes
that he knew that i was on the edge
of falling into his arms or rolling right off of his bed
And i know that he knows my story
everybody around here does
thats just how goes in this place
and who am i kidding i live for this shit anyway
This is becoming more than just fun
but i have been on the run I’m still on run and I don’t know where this can go from here cause

oh my body is saying yes
my mind is saying
oh no oh no not again
oh no oh not again

oh my body is saying hell yes
my mind is saying
ok ok maybe again
ok ok maybe this time we will get a better end

I know i should say to him that we should meet up again
when i have one less beer in my hand when i have a mind that can
decide if what I want is more or fi all i really want a clear path to the door

oh my body is saying yes
my mind is saying
oh no oh no not again
oh no oh not again

oh my body is saying hell yes
my mind is saying
ok ok maybe again
ok ok maybe this time we will get a better end
Track Name: Twenty
Blonde hair
brown eyes
such a deceiving disguise

a little bit of lipstick and they’ll believe anything you say
be loudest one there and you’ll always get your way

if 20 has taught me anything is that theres always a game at play
and i never said “oh Put me in coach” ya they did it anyway

This is the last time
you will get the best of me
This is the last time
you get to control what i see
you don’t have an more right to me no more right to me

if 20 has taught me anything is that theres always a game at play
and i never said “oh Put me in coach” ya they did it anyway

I will play your game your game
but i just wanna say
that i am gonna win because i could not care less any way

I will play your game your game
but i just wanna say
that i am gonna win because i could not care less any way

if 20 has taught me anything is that theres always a game at play
and i never said “oh Put me in coach” ya they did it anyway
Track Name: Parting Song
This is a song to mourn the love that never could happen
So sweet so pure but tainted by bad timing and good intentions
Please don’t please don’t look at me like that
We don’t we don’t know what we could have been
If the this had been 10 years down the line but now its past our time

Please remember me fondly when I’m away
I didn’t wanna break your heart and i think about it everyday
Please remember me fondly when I’m away
The thought that you could hate me now drives me insane

This is a song to mourn the love that never could happen
And your gonna find someone who deserves you
Oh she’ll be beautiful and intelligent
And as for me
Well I’m not meant to be anybody somebody at least not for a while
Oooh ohh ohh ohh ahhh ahhh ahhh

Please don’t please don’t look at me like that
We don’t we don’t know what we could have been
If the this had been 10 years down the line but now its past our time

Please remember me fondly when I’m away
I didn’t wanna break your heart and i think about it everyday
Please remember me fondly when I’m away
The thought that you could hate me now drives me insane

And i feel my life spinning out of control
But i think i like it like this its kind of beautiful
And I’m sorry you got caught up in the mess i made
But baby I’m not sorry for all the love i gave

Please remember me fondly when I’m away
Track Name: Reckoning
On different pages in different books
2 years spent misinterpreting looks
and now I’m left trying to decide
since now that its all out there
do i want to try

Change is the name of the game
but the guilt may kill me before the shame
If let someone do that for me
I might not make it past 20

your love for me is too now to strong
your love was shown all wrong
and you won’t see
that is not who i want to be
and that baby
i'm done

and when the moment of reckoning came
there was more emotion than there had been rain
I thought to myself oh this could be the change
but i know
that if it went that way it would never be more
than show put to keep me in the door
so for the sake of all of us I had too

your love for me is too now to strong
your love was shown all wrong
and you won’t see
that is not who i want to be
and that baby
i'm done
Track Name: Watch
My watch ticks in my ear
as i run my hands through my hair
though i wish they weren’t mine
i wish they were yours
that thought also throws my mind
off of the shore

You don’t want to want me right now
I don’t want me right now
its a bad time
for me to find
that I want anyone at all

Its dark and stormy today
but I suppose that the snow would be ok
if it didn’t cover me head to toe
oh I’m one phone one phone call away
from falling apart one wrong look in the mirror will send me back in to the dark

You don’t want to want me right now
I don’t want me right now
its a bad time
for me to find
that I want anyone at all

The crack in my watch stares me in the eye
telling telling me that time
is not done healing this one
so slow the hell down before you hurt someone

You don’t want to want me right now
I don’t want me right now
its a bad time
for me to find
that I want anyone at all
Track Name: White Lie
White lie
black tie
i watch my world crumble before my eyes
Thought what
I did was
for the best but who knows at this time of night

This went in a way that i did not expect
please don’t be offended that i don’t get
what going on here I’ve already switched gear
cannot just reappear don’t make me question myself again
but you don’t see i just need you to release me
set me free\oh release me set me free

White lie
black tie
i watch my world crumble before my eyes
Thought what
I did was
for the best but who knows at this time of night

See the story is not as cut and dry as it appears
because i am really good at acting like my mind is clear
And once I opened the gates the flood had to come
and i have to accept that my mind is where is came from so just

and in retrospect
I can’t tell if I told the lie
now or then
oh just in my mind
but it wasn’t just me on the line
Heres to hoping i got it right this time

and i don’t know if i told the lie then or now
the voice in my head said were never gonna make it to the vows
so I cut my ties and i moved away
well atlas i did mentally
and now